2013 1st post =)

Greeting people^^ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013! !

Lets get started! Socially, I am not yet a significant nor outstanding figure. In fact, I’m still an undergraduate. Reminisce back, I was emotionally, mentally wrecked. Ah yes, and outbreak manners plus unstable self-esteem. Nonetheless, immature was the key point to my reckless and brainless actions. LOL. So they says, “what’s the point of reminiscing the past?” Frankly, there was one time where I felt horrifically despair standing on edge. That’s when I received my SPM’s result after mourning over my late beloved grandma. The result made me discourage to death. I hopelessly cried a river. I looked very melancholic and pathetic in the eyes of the teachers.

You see, being the eldest daughter brings me loads of burdens.

 Together with my bff, I was fortunate to be selected to National Service 1month later.  It’s a bitter escape actually. So there, with the tiny spirit left in me, I decided to live again. Interacting with different people had boosted my morale to live better. I planted determination in me and sworn to come back to my high school and proudly show to those teachers my achievements. Well, I’m an alumni now…and will be completed my bachelor by next year. I’m nothing to be proud yet, but soon I will.

LG and I were in the same high school, all these years, he’s the place for my outbursts and grumbles. But, I don’t mean to be rancorous.

Anxiety disorder used to be my biggest enemy, gradually, speaking in front is becoming my favorite. I should thanks to the society at large. It’s the matter of environment adaptation and how you make advantages out of it. The draw backs, in the process of perking up myself, I lose friends and tangled with conflicts. Anyhow, I’ll just consider that as obstacles or perhaps the ‘opportunity cost’. But then again, that’s how I control my temper and adjusted myself to a better person. You see, kindness is a big thing. People may misunderstanding with the way I conduct myself, but I always remind myself, “no matter what happens in life, be kind to everyone. Because being kind is the great legacy to leave behind.”

As what portrayed in most movies, those innocent will always treated as criminal at the first place but what’s true will eventually revealed. Oh, I should be a director! LOL.  

****Final exam will begin on this Thursday and ended on January the 14th. I am too eager to sit for the first paper and exaggeratedly waiting for this exam to end. I'm rooting for a Dean list too.***

p/s: I've planted a new resolution. To be healthy and skinny =) *wink*